It was late on a school night, and instead of studying for my Spanish test in the morning, I was reading a Spawn comic book and blasting my boombox radio from the window. I was deep into the storyline, but I became distracted by an image of The Notorious B.I.G.โs โBig Poppaโ video on my TV. I dropped my book, turned off the radio, and grabbed the remote to raise the TV volume. Since we were too broke for cable, I feared BIG being on the Ten Oโclock News wasnโt positive. Unfortunately, I was right.
The words from legendary Detroit newswoman Amyre Makupsonโs froze me, โRapper, the Notorious B.I.G., was shot and killed leaving a Soul Train Awards show afterparty in California.โ The date was March 9, 1997, and it was the second time in my life that my eyes watered for a man I had never met. The first time was six months prior when Tupac Shakur was murdered by gunfire on the Las Vegas strip. Now two of my favorite Hip Hop artists were gone, and all I could think was, โWhat now?!!โ
In just three short years, good music and controversy had created massive hype for the Notorious B.I.G.โs second albumโs announcement. After building street buzz with mixtape freestyles and Unsigned Hype, Brooklynโs son Christopher โBIGโ Wallace was sitting on top of the world with the release of his 1994 debut album Ready to Die. He was backed by CEO of Bad Boy records, Sean โPuffโ Combs, the young, brash, and flashy mogul-in-the-making who orchestrated the match of BIGโs gritty street rhymes with samples of smooth 80โs R&B. The production created a winning formula for radio play, with songs such as โJuicyโ, โBig Poppaโ, and โOne More Chance (remix).โ
The albumโs darker side satisfied the Hip Hop street fan who loved records such as โWarningโ, โUnbelievableโ, and โEveryday Struggle.โ BIGโs personal life was also catching newsworthy attention, from his messy marriage to labelmate singer Faith Evans to public fallout with a former friend turned adversary, Tupac Shakur, which geared up an East/West Coast rivalry among their peers. The Life After Death album was announced as a follow-up, and everyone, including BIG himself, was excited for its release. He couldn’t wait to get love from fans once they saw how much heโd grown as an MC. Sadly, he never got that opportunity.
The entire day of March 25, 1997, I walked around school with my ears shut, intentionally ignoring any praise or criticism from classmates who had already heard Life After Death. The albumโs buzz was significant in the city, thanks to BIGโs shoutout in the lead single โHypnotizeโ, where he spits, โPink gators/ my Detroit players!,โโplus, word got around that shortly before his demise, BIG visited the city. There was even proof: a signed, autographed photo in the popular downtown clothing store called The Broadway.
Once class ended at 3pm, I rushed with Flash-speed to the Sam Goody music store in Northland Mall to spend my after-school part-time job money on the double CD. Besides the albumโs cover slightly haunting me to see BIG dressed up in all-black standing next to a funeral hearse, I quickly ripped the plastic wrap off (almost scratched the CD) and forced it into the player. For the remainder of the year, my world became all things Life After Death.
Life After Death (LAD) wasnโt just a morbid title for the Notorious B.I.G.โs second coming, it was also the albumโs theme. The prelude is a continuation of a skit from Ready to Die. The debut album concludes with BIG shooting himself. Thereโs the sound of a hospital ventilator backed by Sean โPuffโ Combsโ voice pleading for BIG to make it; then, a drum baseline transitions into โSomebodyโs Gotta Dieโ, the first song on LAD. BIGโs flow had graduated from the Thug-Life, angry yelling he had done in the past to an evolved, smooth yet crisp, calm rhyme flowโa mafioso Don style.
Just because the approach was smooth, doesnโt mean mic-wise BIG had gone soft. Enter โKick in the Doorโ, a verbal assault on fellow New York rival MCs Raekwon, Ghostface Killah, Jeru Da Damaja, and Nas. โYour reign on the top was short like leprechauns,โ BIG rhymed, responding to all subliminal disses heard the last few years from those upset at his โKing of New Yorkโ cover for The Source Magazine. Like its lyrics, the production of LAD was top tier. Many beats were created by Bad Boyโs in-house producer squad, the Hitmen, while other tracks were developed by legends such as Easy Mo Bee, Havoc, and DJ Premier.
BIG, always the Brooklyn MC, felt it was important to show his diversity by making songs with artists who lived outside of New York, such as Too Short on โThe World Is Filledโ and โNotorious Thugsโ featuring Bone Thugs-n-Harmony, where BIG successfully imitates the groupโs signature speed while taking a lowkey shot at 2Pac (โSo-called beef with you-know-who?!!โ).From commercial hits like โMo’ Money Mo’ Problemsโ, โGoing Back to Caliโ, and โSkyโs the Limitโ to the street supremacy of โWhatโs Beefโ, โTen Crack Commandmentsโ, and โN****z Bleedโ, the Life After Death album didnโt just live up to its hypeโit buried it.
That album did not have one skippable track on either CD, but โYou’re Nobody (Til Somebody Kills You)โ is the one I kept on repeat forever. It felt beyond coincidence that it was the last song on the album. For me, this was the Notorious B.I.G.โs actual warning, a self-eulogy to his family, friends, and fans to be heard as a prophetic messageโeach lyric describing the feelings of young Black adult males and teens like me who felt that the world only paid attention to us when we were murdered. On a personal level, BIGโs success came with an increased paranoia that someone was out to kill him. When he rapped, โYou can be the sh!t/ flash the fattest five, have the biggest d***/ but when your shell gets hit. You ainโt worth spit/ just a memory,โ I wholeheartedly believed him but hated it had to be true.
Twenty-six years later, Life After Death still reigns supreme. It solidified the Notorious B.I.G. as arguably one of the greatest ever to do it in Hip Hop. The album became an example of MC-ism, diversity, and artistry growth. Thereโs not a cookout crowd alive that wonโt respond loudly to โB-I-G P-O-P-P-A/ No info for the DEA,โ nor a Spades game that wonโt bring up which New York Knick was robbed in real-life by BIG. Despite the Notorious oneโs brief lifespan, Life After Death is a timeless classic with a legacy that will never die.

